April Ending Episode.

You've invite for skip this following paragraph if is not interesting to you. The April episode ended, tomorrow is 1st of May, maybe this episode not interesting for me at all, because lots of mess happened on me, I'll try to get more cheerful, definitely moody in this month. I'm used to be a cheerful girl, even can laugh at little small joke thing, but now I'm worries about many things. I need warm cuddle from my friends or supporter. Fine, some phrase that mention, 求人不如求己, meaning seek help from within more than without. Study also with same theory! Actually, I'm very very scare that my parent send me to other college due to my bad result, I just afraid gonna leave him soon. He teaches me many life principles, although he isn't a professor, but he is rich in experience than me, therefore he always take care me, but I was ignore to him. Midterm is coming around the corner, he disallow me to online for certain week. I'm so so appreciate  he did for me. Friends always ask me to leave him because some issues, I'm not judge anyone about my prejudice with so and so, as the outsider sees the most of the game, people might gossip a lot behind us, saying that I'm not a kind of girl which often to hurt him, or him always breaks my heart. So, I gonna ask you guys a very common question, Do you believe that this world will appear a perfect person? Yes, you can say it yourself is a perfect person but who dare to praise himself is a perfect person in the world? Even you do, other people will not agree too. So thus, we're not a good couple, but we're sweet! Heehe~ Alright, a friend in need is a friend indeed, I'll look forward for the advice!

Me and my lovely classmates were been to Korean restaurant at Ampang Avenue, name 青瓦臺 ChungWaDae BBQ. I wondering why we got such mood to enjoy travel to Ampang just for LUNCH by LRT and walk under the sunburn! Undeniable three of them are Korean freak, of cause I'm not crazy with any idol, but my boy♥ haha! There is a thriving place of Koreans living in the area of Ampang One Avenue. There were so many Korean restaurants, so we just walked in the restaurant that Elise was been last time. Friendly charming boss was greeting with us.

Elise san and me have same hair bun. 

Sharon and me, she has nice smile.

Starving Mad and Elise san.

Toboki sharon and seaweed me.

Our's order.

Raw meat waiting to be barbecue. 

Rice wine in super big bowl. 

I love my face angle like this, sharp a bit chubby.

Ending pose! =D

Enjoys the meal feel being surround by Koreans and all, Heehe. This ChungWaDae Korean Restaurant didnt let us disappointed. Overall the food was quite good, We ordered the standard BBQ for 2or3 people, the Korean rice wine, Tobokki Korean rice cake, Kimchi soup and Unaki that only cost us RM142. It's worth to eat. I'm starting to addict Korean's food 1st I'd tried, after Japanese buffet, Korean BBQ is booming to be famous in M'sia. I'm gonna bring him for 2nd time! Love it so much~

Chung Wa Dae Korean Restaurant

Lot B1-1. Boulevard II,

One Ampang Avenue,

Jln Ampang Utama 2/2, Ampang.

Business hour: 11am-11pm 

PS:/ Happy Labor day to friends, colleagues and dear ones relax and chill out on the labor day. Now it's the time to party even harder!

♥ 30th April '11 Sincerely JacKie

Life Is Like A Drama.

Delayed entires again! I'm so so so lazy to update my babe blog! I think have been 2weeks time ignored him T^T what a lazy mama! As you can see, I'm not a best journalist, so don't expected too much on me~ Self glad LOL 

My class started on 18th which is my 2nd in BUCH, unbelievable I can survived until 4th semester, but a sad sad things is my result doesn't reach the level of college requirements! I was invited by Mr T after his 1st class ended, that's so shame like your secondary school teacher ask you come out and giving you punishment. >< Well, Joe was before me. Mr T said must study hard for our future, do not waste parents money. I wish to be a success stewardess, I likes this job so much, people may not know the position of this career, but I like the service industries! He said when I 30yrs old or more, I wouldn't get any job after left out stewardess job if is I don't have a diploma cert, so better pay more attention on this course and successfully get a cert only continue to apply job! You all sure cannot imagine how bad was my previous result, if this time I still maintain on -2.0, maybe will kick out by college =( pray Pray PRAY! Why is our course so hard to handle? Are we looking too easy on it? Even Elise and Jack's result were decrease also~ Well, faithful, feel depressed right now! Everything seems to go wrong, what should I do if expelled by college? Change course? Change college? Stop study? Go for works? I don't want! I can't let go all my friends, sure miss them 99. Miss the building, miss the library, miss BUCH lab, miss class room, miss the schedule, miss every corner at BUCH!

Life is like a drama, as drama like life. Wishing all the best when this semester open, life still go on, no matter how taught, I guess someone will giving fully support to me!^^

♥ 24th April '11 Sincerely JacKie

After A Storm Comes A Calm.

Heyo, readers! Here is a delayed entries, are you guys remember my family issues? Well, is not something to be glad. I'm not sure whether the case settle down already or not, I still locks myself in room and sleeps until evening today. Perhaps, I feel shy to go down for some food, or adapt in my room environment? Somehow, its comfort than living room. LOL! 

And last last few day, he and I have a big big quarrel due something jealousy or envying problem la. I felt so irritated that he changing number with GIRL *with S! I got checked his inbox, and saw all that sweet bullshit message for girls. Well, he was so dare to kao lui sia! Which mean, I'm not kind of girl so he looking others? Idk the truth behind of him, I blocked him about all his bullshit explain, I tried to elude his called and no replied his message. Yesterday, we having chat and again quarrel from 2am until morning 7am. Finally we settle down! People leave, not because it's hard. People leave because the stay is no longer worth it.

IMY and ILY! 

♥ 11th March '11 Sincerely JacKie

Don't Go Breaking My Heart.

DON'T GO BREAKING MY HEART a story tell you of a sweety natured but heartbroken office girl ZiXin who falls for a high-flying city boy Cheng, she spies from her office window. Cheng (LouisKoo) runs a finance company and lives his life moment by moment, especially when it comes to relationships. He asks ZiXin out to dinner, but then the lower floor office girl misunderstand by Cheng's date. ZiXin then crosses paths with Fang (DanielWu), an accomplished yet disillusioned architect, who has given up on his career to become a drunk. Fang was saves her from a traffic collision. The stage set for Love triangle that will cause 3 participants headache in a relationship. Nothing much comment with this movie, just one word, GREAT! I'm sure can get a movie award xD This is a must watch movie! The main actress was chasing her own love story with her brave. For the most part, this movie is tend to an enjoyable comedy, the script provides a number of laughs throughout. I likes Louis Koo's movie because he is a bit humor likes young Stephen Chow. 




A very quickly hanged out with Pinky, Jack and Mad. We went for grocery after movie ended, bought many snacks for my meal, what a crack I had been no dinner with them since 3 weeks ago, how come I can control, BRAVO. By the way, it isn't a good solution to solve problem, but I wanna them to come and beg me for meal. LOL stupid princess! I'd bought each pack of Koko-krunch and Honey star, well I miss the breakfast cereal, but I used to eat when drama time, Yeehee. Also some snack such as cheezels ring, and Twisties lurve with seaweed favor! A little bit regret that I never took both 3 favor, I love Twisties all the times, and a loaf of wheal bread and a can of tuna. Yum yum!




Going back Mad's home around evening 5, we facing big big big problem that was KTM stuck at the way between South city and The mines lake sites due to the electric finish. Almost 30minutes we had having sauna inside, children in the lady coach cries non stop, made the environment getting sweat and hot, made people feeling so irritating. Vincent message me in sudden, Mad and I were shocked how come he saw us, we looks around and saw nothing, he asked us to jump down and walked back to Serdang station, we did it at the last. A lightly rain and half of the coach victim WALKED back to station, allow me says something again, KTM really a sucks company, sucks train and sucks and SUCKS. Can government improve a bit for the train transport? For passengers good, and the country's reputation! 




Well, if they thinks no need to do any improving, just let it be, I confirm there will be receive complaint letter more and more. Back to Mad's house around 7.30, make me felt freaking tired and sleepy while sat on the sofa, what a tiring journey ahah! Then, I transfered a number of movie from her sis hard disk to my lap, wahaha I going to do drama marathon in my 2nd last weeks holiday. Yeehee.

♥ 5th April '11 Sincerely JacKie

Fake Imprisonment Period.

Boring face in bedroom!

Hey yo, what did you guys do in this freaking boring week? Every Buchian knows now is semester break, again! 1st, I had to apologized for those who are working during semester break, work hard on it until your college reopen and work hard and work hard and work hard. Why? Don't you get a month of break time to rest, but you would rather to become exhausted than taking break. Ahah~ I'm not teasing you, but just a little bit of sympathy to yourself =P By the way, another 2 week progress to new semester which is my 2nd years in BUCH, Heehe. I have to enjoy this 2 weeks! But yet, no other place allow me to go except my BED ROOM. 

It's so suffer to lock myself in the room within this 3 days, I'd been sicked almost 36 hours, my parent called and asked what do I want to eat, I said I'm sick, so a loaf of bread is enough for me. They might get shocked, no wonder I never step out from my room since 2 days ago. I think I'm tried to eluted them this 3 days, I'm looking for food when whole family went out. When I went down to kitchen, guess what happen? The dinning table was empty! very irritated me! So I called back my dad, how could you never bought some food or snack for me? So would you care if I dead? Well, I cut off the called. I'm not a heroine, I pissed because they never care about my feeling, they aren't shows love and understanding me. I guess not really much friends know my situations. Haih... I hope somebody suggest me which way I shall go through, I need a hand seriously. 

How can I survive 3days in the room without meal or drinks? Duhh... That's all my snack when I imprisonment period in the room. LOL not that funny, pls =.= how sad! Anyway, at least I haven't dead! I'm still alive! Here we go babe!

Chocolate and Hazelnut cookies wafer.

Strawberry cornflakes cookies.

Mineral water + orange juice.

Maggi mee. Of cause, my bedroom doesn't have gas tong, pot or bowl la. I went down since they're not around the kitchen and living room.

I asked hubbie come to visit me, sound like a prisoner or patient, and called him remember brought me some snack like Nestle cereal. He said, are you ok, little prisoner? Wahaha, something wrong with me?! I miss Koko Krunch and Honey Star so badly. A healthy kids were taking cereal with milk as breakfast, but my bro and I took it like snack during movie time when we was a child. 

Off to bed, good night and sleep tight. 

♥ 2nd April '11 Sincerely JacKie

The Closing Of March.

Seem like so free to go for my hair dyed this month ended. I decide to use red color, wild isn't? My bro asked his teacher what kind of red suitable on my hair. Teacher given me 100-89 but then out of stock so we take 100-88. Actually Im very nervous for my virgin....on my hair pls. I influences my bro too with my panic.

Here is my before picture, with very heavy red brown.

See, what was he doing? Action very slow, I should complain him. 

I got 2 junior hair stylist, 1 is my bro another 1..... No idea with her name. They starting to tight my hair and dying. 

He looks so serious, actually they took photo to be a proven of practical exam, their exam is coming soon.

so I'm one of the fake customer model.

It's sewing time, took me 20 minutes.

Da dang... My hair is ready to change color.

of cause, saloon's light will be more lighter. I really really like this color, it change when under sunshine and light. 

A million of thanks for my bro, my hair color getting lighter when two days washing. Well, hope he will be the brilliant hair stylist, some advice for him is do something quickly and still have place to be better. He must 

chasing his dream with passionate, don't give up all the times.

The next day, I went to Clara International Academic, guess what! I'm not learning this course, but a friend of mine, brought me to be their exam model. We taking Sungai Besi Lrt to Masjid Jemek, but WE LOST! I'm so shame as a junior tour learning, suppose be smart to K.L road. How to go Petaling Street? When we went to Masjid Jemek Lrt but the counter out of service! I think is technical problem, Winky keep asked me how to go, but I just asked police that. She sweat =.= I sweat also, we walked to Petaling Street at the last. Sorry Winky, I'd made you be late for the exam. 

I saw a pair of old tourist, they holding map and looking for the direction. How sweet they are, there were crowded by people, they holding hand every moment. Suddenly, I'm thinking can I live until the very end with him? I'm so miss him, sorry for my bad decision. xD hahaha 

When we reach Clara International Aesthetic College center, there all are girls without dress up, I though I can be open minded when I take off my shirt. But I'm shy@.@ Heehe, sure they had been covered by blanket. Models are allocated by a beauty lecturer. My beautician is a very small and cute girl, we had not introduce ourself, I saw her name tag called Ching Yee. She give me a facial treatment and face massage, I just slept every on her treatment. How enjoy while people service you, but I don't have such enjoyable moment to paid xD

The 1st part exam was doing facial, 2pm would be their body part. She check for my body weight and height and also my worst body part. My leg and tummy found so many cellulite. Well, very upset when this age of mine get many needless things on my body. She using two type of machine to break the cellulites. I'm still sleeping even thought the machine were exerting and made my leg pain. Maybe I'm too tired.

Winky helped me doing her last sections which is body whitening mask. Can just see that the different between my back on top and bottom. 

Another team were doing fantasy make up. The Avatar present by blueish make up and green costume. 

The zooming picture. She is so pretty with this make up.

Winky cleaning the floor after the exam ends. 

I'm so glad can earn this experiments, their service can't battle with others skincare center. Hope all beauticians can get flying color on their exam. 

Mad date me for movie, and I rush back from Kota Raya after their exam were ended. We dinner at mines Kenny Rogers Roaster. 

My starving face.

and hers. She ordered a weird taste pasta and Orange Passionate, but can't finish up. Wasted!

My quarter roaster chicken with BBQ sauce. Yummy!   

Orange passionate and chocolate muffins.

We waiting Kah Heng came to fetch us for movie. Men suddenly in Love, not bad la, a comedy show that with no meanings. Sien! Whole theater on laughing mode, some part was nice, but mostly were boring. 

I likes my week past with full of dating, I likes hanging out with friends. Because he is busying with his job, he lack of accompany me, sure will feel lonely some times. 

Ok, end this post with my red hair picture. 

*I'm planing to give my dumb hubbie a April Fool day. 

Anyways, people tomorrow is April Fool.

Wahaha, beware and have fun on this day.

♥ 31st March '11 Sincerely JacKie

Bitch Month.

It finally end of the month, March is bitch! It’s not a good month that everything in a mess. I hope April treat me well. From the beginning of year, I swear it I’ll fetch up my semester result, but I’m not a master in Principles of Management, maybe I neglected this subject, lack insists on this subject. This would be my worst result that I get I guess. Sigh, nothing much worried after decision made, to do a best by next. 

We couldn’t change the past, so just switch on good mood and progress in the future. There would be my 1st year in college while ended my third semester break, another one and a half year college life to goes on. Some time, I scare I can’t survive in college, fortunately I’ve a bunch of helpful friends, who always teach me with diligently. A lot of appreciate that I couldn’t said from the bottom of my heart, I’ll use my result to show my proven. Whether it’s a good or bad news, I’ll catch up my academic. 

I don't care so much issues and things beside mine, I'm the problem avoider, don't pass me troublesome and mess me up I will be your good friend, of cause I'm willfulness to fight for what I wanted. But relax, I won't take compulsion, because i'm not that high-handed also. Who don't ever fight for their stuff with a little bit self fisher? Many, I know. I will do it. I love myself more than others. So sorry for my arrogant. I hurt my beloved all the times, but yet I wish I live for myself. I am JacKie, the way I used to be. 结果常常被人骂 -.- 

My hubbie got all grievance because of my worst attitude, I swear I never battering him, but makes him cry. How crazy am I likes to makes people cry! He should unforgiving and show no mercy to me, but he aren't. He is a kind person for his lover. I feel guilty la of cause, somehow he is my beloved. Uncountable times that I made him cried like hell, my heart pain too! No matter how many text I apologize and promised, but doesn't work, I really thanks to his tolerance enough with me. Maybe, my just like a fox may grow gray, but never good which mean 江山易改，本性难移。

I have hard ears, disobedience my parents. I still cling tenaciously to owns opinion, they might be very headache with this girl. Hahaha! Some times, both side were incorrect. Their thinking and cares too much, I understand parents have their way to teach a child. But could them pls don't hold so tight without any crack for breathe? I feel pity for myself, although I have a perfect family but I lost freedom of mine. Always be a naughty daughter that hurts my mumy and papa with vulgarly tones, just wanna fight for my way! Well, that absolutely wrong way to ask for something. So what else to do, I'm so sorry. 

I felt so annoying by posting this kind of crapping. It is really sucks on this month, especially your trips was screw... It's an unhappy thing! Get back my mood, I'm gonna dye my hair tomorrow. =)

♥ 29th March '11 Sincerely JacKie

信。

给爸妈的信：
经过昨晚的吵架，我才发现没有什么时候能坐下来和你们好好谈，每当吵架就一一爆发数落出来。你们不明白我，我做孩子的也不了解你们！很明显沟通出现问题。我，19，什么都不愁，算是很幸运的女生，也懂你们很疼我。疼，不是有钱就能衡量一切，我说要出去玩，你们却说钱不是问题，问题是危险啊，跟他去不安全啊，去那么晚回或去那么远啊。对我来说，钱，不用你们的，自由还给我！就算我拥有一百万，但是就失去自由每天被关在家，有问题吗？当然有！我不是有钱人的公主，只是平凡人家的孩子哦，难道跟自己喜欢的人在一起会错吗？你们可以说没错，错的是时间。什么还小啊，不懂别人的性格就跟着去啊！一般父母不担心的，你们多来担心！不认为会有反效果吗？没脑的！有时候你们没赞同也没反对我们来往，到底要的是什么？我的年纪还是学生就要遵守学生的本分，我有！就算是学生也会有私人空间，社交机会！也许这一切都是废话，本来大人说的话就是值得听的，有道理就得听，没道理就罢听。只有孩子的心声你们完全不听，所以我说你们当父母是Failed的。


不想跟野蛮的你们说太多，他教我不要原谅一个人，要宽恕一个人；原谅人很辛苦，宽恕才显得自己大方。我不敢保证他是不是我的真命天子，只要两个人感觉对了就在一起。爱，我不能说我很懂，你们应该比我更了解。爱我的活，就让我自己去闯可以吗？爱我的话，就让我做自己喜欢做的事情可以吗？不要把我绑得太紧，我会呼吸困难。我会证明未来有多少困难都能解决，让我长大，让我独立去争取自己要的世界！我知道，每次说话都太过分，而且很任性，我只希望你们体谅，也站在我的立场想一想。


我好累，每一次为了这些事吵，真的很辛苦，为什么父母就不能疼爱体谅多一些孩子。我们不是要给你看脸色，只是你们管教的方式不是对每一个孩子都一样有效。一个家庭，两个小孩，两个不同的教法，不能太过强硬也不能太过柔软。懂了吗？我不太懂为什么你们都那么强硬！他叫我不可以这么对你们，要孝顺。又怎样了？不孝顺被雷劈？不孝顺下地狱？不管我怎么做，你们都认为我是不乖的女儿了！我也好像赚钱养家，我也好想买很多东西给你们，我也好想做个有用的人让你们骄傲。曾经，我在学院写过一篇短文，我说：‘My mom will be proud of me.’ 我很想努力，真的想成为空姐、导游或领队。我要完成我的学业，在拿多多文凭，给自己的前途发光。不是为你们，只是为我自己。

♥ 26th March '11 Sincerely JacKie